Are you thinking of someone in particular?
"Most of them!" (He repeats the words three times, looking almost
pitiful). "It's quite symptomatic of the period we're living in. It's
trendy to simplify everything. I won't take the time to make a list. It
would be too long anyway" (laughs). "You know perfectly well who
I'm talking about."
Are there some people you've met who have interested you, or impressed
you, somehow?
"I am a great music fan. I've always been. I have met most of the
people who impressed me, or that I just wanted to be introduced to. But
I must admit that I absolutely don't have this need anymore. Sincerely,
I think it's better to establish a physical distance. Why? Because then
you keep away from the disappointment these meetings can bring. It's better
to live with the image or the universe of someone you admire. Very often
these people don't match up with the expectations you've rightfully awaited
for... or hoped for. I perfectly know that acting like this prevents me
from experiencing wonderful moments... or dreadful ones! These people must
be very kind or interesting, but I don't want to run the risk of feeling
bad about it in the end. Dreaming is much more pleasant than facing reality.
Dreaming is a refuge, it's like being generous."
Listening to what you are saying, you really look like someone who's
experienced many "disappointment crises" ...
"Not at all. The yearnings I had were too strong regarding how I
actually was living or how I wanted to live. Basically, this is what I
call 'the tragedy of the pop-fan'. You always think that the people you're
listening to are as great in their life as they are through what they're
singing or writing. But it's very seldom the case. Whenever you see them
on the TV or on stage, they seem to be enormous and great. Whereas when
you actually meet them in everyday life, they are very, very, very small..."
Then solitude too can be a refuge.
"I try to make it a refuge. I'm 38 today. I've been alone for a
very long time" (silence). "I still consider that I'm living a...
luxurious, lonely life." (silence)
But this notion of solitude is different whether you're 38 or you're
20?
"When you're young, you're afraid of being alone. Solitude is a
burden and you try to escape from it. You always wonder when it's going
to come to an end. Sometimes you can't get rid of it. At the age of 38,
you use it in a different way. You've learned how to live with it, and
you don't try to get rid of it by all means anymore. After all you may
call this resignation, but I don't think it's harmful. You're not just
standing there, in pain, asking yourself 'Why am I alone? Why don't I go
out?' etc. You don't ask yourself these questions anymore. You adapt yourself.
Living alone does not mean living in nothingness."
A lot of people think you live the life of an ascetic. Is it true, or
is it the image you want to give of yourself in order to protect yourself?
"It is indeed the truth but then again I'm not non-social. I'm occasionally
living a life, actually!" (laughs). "For example I enjoy sports.
I'm not Oscar Wilde. I don't spend all my time in my garden handling flowers
and asking myself many existentialist questions. I enjoy life! I'm not
frightened by life. Furthermore, I'm not frightened by anything at all.
So many things have been said about me, it would be useless to try to deny
all these rumours. When I do, a new one appears, replacing the old one."
Sometimes these attacks can be very harsh. Do you feel persecuted?
(Amused) "The English media, mainly, are making an assault on me,
taking some kind of petty revenge. This attitude is typically British.
I am a victim but I don't act like one. Musically, I'm being totally ignored,
fair enough; but they call me racist, they say I'm the devil... and they
won't stop. They go on and on with these stories, and I find this attitude
very suspicious. It's growing stronger every time a new album is released.
The people who write such things must have no self-esteem whatsoever. The
only good point in all this is that it makes me stand out from all who
make music. Nobody has ever been as attacked as I have been. All I can
say is: thank you very much. It's wonderful. No other British pop artist
has ever taken so many heavy blows as I have. It gives me the feeling of
being somewhat unique."
Your public appearances are more and more scarce. Do you think that
you gave too much of yourself at certain periods in your life?
"Absolutely. In the 80's, I gave out enormously to the English press.
10 years later, I endured a terrible life because when you're permanently
asked the same questions, you're tired of always giving the same answers.
Rather than interviews, I felt I had the impression that I was answering
more to interrogations. The journalists were changing, but the questions
were the same. That type: 'Are The Smiths going to reform? When are The
Smiths going to reform? Have you met Johnny Marr recently?' ... You can
imagine that in these conditions, you don't want to play the game anymore.
I was asked vulgar questions or questions about my past, even if I had
started a solo career. When the journalists were interviewing me, their
only questions were always, always, always about The Smiths. At the beginning,
I kept a lot inside of me. As I saw that I was only answering in a monotonous
way, 'yes' or 'no' to what I was asked, I decided to stop everything. Frankly,
today there's not one English journalist that I'm ready to meet because
I already know by heart the questions. I know very well that it will bring
me nothing."
There are nonetheless respectful newspapers in Great Britain?
"Not at all. They are all poisonous newspapers that only carry hate,
a primal hate and beyond measure. And it's not because they are not supporting
my records I'm talking that way" (laughs). "On that point, I absolutely
need no revenge! Let's open our eyes."
By avoiding talking to the media, you play with mystery. That kind of
mystery which is creating myths.
"I don't want to create a Morrissey myth. Things happen naturally,
and I have no influence on them. I know that I'm not talking much to the
media, but there are still my records. I also know that I sell few records,
that radios don't broadcast my songs and that here, in the USA, MTV has
never shown any of my video clips. Curiously, everybody knows about Morrissey.
I've always decided to go on by my own means. With whichever record company
I've worked with, no one ever came to tell me: 'Listen, Morrissey.
We're going to work hard for your new single. We're going to do this, that...
We're going to use all means.' Today, making a record or planning a tour
is still a personal affair. Maybe that's the best way to last and to not
disappear."
Don't you suffer when you don't sell more records?
"Compared to other bands, I don't sell many albums. I don't ignore
it. I don't lie to myself. But do you have to sell tons of records to be
happy? Do you have to sell tons of records to see your songs living? I'm
not convinced. It's nonsensical. I do know that when someone buys one of
my albums, this someone listens to it."
Are you aware of the feelings and behaviours you're provoking from your
crowd?
"Yes, it seems very strong. It's very kind" (laughs). "I
think it's because of the way I sing. Maybe they hear someone real and
sincere talking to them. It's not true with all pop singers. Most of them
are very artificial. They're just vulgar, affected persons. Many behave
on stage as if they were practising before a mirror in their bedroom. As
far as I'm concerned, I'm someone true and that's probably why my records
aren't broadcast on the radio. What is fashionable today? All that is flashy,
glittering and synthetic. I sing what I am and only what I am."
Do you want to be or do you like being misunderstood?
"I never wished to belong to any scene. But because of what I'm
experiencing today, I tend to strengthen this attitude. I'm completely
out of the world of indie music, of the mainstream, of the worldlinesses...
I'm very far from that. It's not usual at all. Very few artists have that
type of behaviour. I would even say that this principle has become a way
of living. Charity festivals are not for me. I hate being invited to them.
Everybody knows that I don't belong to this world, and that I don't want
to associate my name with it. I put my honor in that. People can hate or
adore me, I don't care! The most important thing is to be unique and to
be out of mass events. The best worlds are unique. I am perfectly aware
that it's a very difficult attitude to keep and that it's detrimental to
me."
Will those life exigencies still be possible in five or ten years?
"I think that as far as I will be able to go, I won't depart from
these rules. Each new year may be the last one. I don't want to be associated
to this smiling pop family. This small world hides a real spirit of competition,
where everybody fears and observes everybody else. I don't want to end
like Mick Jagger, having to distrust all the supposed friendships around
me waiting for any mistake. The pop family pretends to be happy. There
is this clan, and this club, and we're lucky to be together and that's
wonderful!" (Morrissey imitates a conductor with an ironic smile).
"Frankly, no, thank you."
That's why you live now in Los Angeles?
"I don't live in Los Angeles !"
But yesterday, you declared during your gig: " It's nice to be home"?
"It was a joke" (laughs). "Sorry" (laughs). "The crowd
has problems with my sense of humour. Seriously, I don't live in Los Angeles.
I am currently homeless. I've sold my home in London and I don't know yet
where to settle."
Do you seriously consider yourself a homeless person? (I show him the
luxurious place around us).
"But I own nothing here" (laughs).
Could you write if you were happy?
"No, because you're too busy when you're happy. But I'm not particularly
unhappy at the moment. Let's say I'm not entirely cheerful. But who can
say such a thing?"
You've often declared that your career won't last eternally. But you're
still here.
"I am the first to be surprised. In this world, things come and
go, live and die. You get married, you divorce. You work, you get unemployed...
For example, I'm very surprised of my success in Los Angeles. I have here
a real audience, even if newspapers here have destroyed my last album.
But the public is present."
You played yesterday at the Los Angeles Greek Theater, and I was surprised
by the variety of the audience. It was of all races and of all ages. Nothing
like your European audience.
"It's astonishing. There are American towns where we played in front
of many young females, who wouldn't stop shouting and shouting again. In
another town, there was a majority of Hispanic people. It's extraordinary
and I'm happy to see that. I can also see people of my age come and listen.
But what is very important to me is to see young people coming to see me.
Why are they here? How were they introduced to my work? Why am I interesting
to them? I make this conclusion: many people still love music and are not
content with MTV or with what the popular press want them to do blindly.
There are still intelligent people. The goal of music industry is, and
will always be, to provoke an interest on the most little common denominator
in order to get the widest success. All must be simplified, prepared, chewed.
Some forget too often what we are all human beings with a reason."
Are you re-inventing the notion of the underground artist, your way?
"It's good to be indie in society. But when I take the American
example, to be indie or alternative doesn't mean much anymore. You automatically
get articles in big magazines, your video clip is broadcast on TV... That's
not my situation at all. If indie music was not so popular, few bands would
try to rush in that path. Today, the trend of the young musicians is to
be more arty. They play music but show that they're not interested with
it. It's a new hype. It comes and goes. "
Once again you have a new record company for the release of your new
album. Does it imply that you haven't met the right persons, or can't just
settle somewhere?
"I have never met the right people. Still, it's on Parlophone that
I spent my happiest days. It was a very healthy period. I'm not sure if
it's the case today. I won't have any hit single with the Maladjusted
album. I won't sell millions of albums. There are too many people who can't
see beyond Morrissey. It's 'no!' all the time! 'We won't play your single!
We won't sell your record!' This is what I've been reported. It's so crazy
when I see all the bullshit that is broadcast on television or the radio!
All this crap which ends up in the top 20. Well, that's life... or death,
it depends."
After Vauxhall And I, you had declared that you couldn't do any better
than this. It matched your views on perfection. Would you say so regarding
Maladjusted?
"I think it's a perfect album that reflects exactly what I am today.
It's the perfect album until the next one!" (laughs)
Don't you mean to confuse your audience?
"Sincerely, no. I know some who would prefer it if everything was
like a fairy tale, but it's not that way! They'll have to wait" (laughs).
"I've read a letter recently and it was saying how shameful it was that
I should produce myself with such a band of rockers, and how beautiful
it would be if I performed on stage along with a symphonic orchestra. People
would sit down and applaud as if they were at the opera. My answer is 'No,
No, No!'"
There are an incredible number of sites that are dedicated to you on
the internet. Does that appeal to you?
"We live in a modern world (laughs). Quite honestly, I don't
consult them. Sometimes I come across people who have read what is written
about me on the internet. Recently, someone told me that he had read that
I was living in Brazil. I wish to make a denial, I don't live in Brazil"
(laughs). "On that level, I just leave things as they are."
Just after Princess Diana died, Elton John has written this song you
might know, "Candle In The Wind". If you had been asked to write a song
for the Princess, would you have written "The Princess Is Dead"?
"No, I'm not that horrible. I wouldn't have written anything at
all. I don't write about princesses. I wasn't fascinated at all by Lady
Diana and I'm not capable of writing about something that doesn't interest
me."
Childhood is a recurrent theme in your songs. If someday you become
a father, what name would you give to your children?
"Morrissey 1, Morrissey 2, Morrissey 3..."
And if it's a girl?
(hesitates a few seconds) "Morrissette!" (laughs)
What kind of a father would you be?
"I'd be a terrible father, and very strict. I wouldn't let my children
get out of the house."
Are you serious?
"Absolutely. I would enjoy it. They will be Oliver Twist-like. No
food, no bed, no baths. The very minimum."
But we live in the 20th century!
"No matter! I like to revive things. It's my favorite hobby!"
(laughs)
Thanks to Laurence Fabien, Guillaume Deleurence, and Melinda Hsu