9/23/1999


 

Roller Coaster Day & Sleepy Time

I got the cutest ego stroke today. My friend T. had her Mom in town. Her daughter is now at the age where she remembers stuff and is talking so much while also associating names with faces. Kids are so cool. She remembered the time that D. and I were down there. She kept going up to Grandma and saying both of our names. T. has a picture of me on the wall and I guess Georgianna points up at it and says "Ang." Yah that is what she calls me and yes I was extremely tickled to hear that. That kid is so cute. She is like a little gingerbread cookie, I could just eat her up!

So that was my feel good, ego stroke for the day. I was quite happy with that since I had a screaming headache and felt like dog poo. Thanks hun. That call made my entire day worthwhile.

As for the rest of the day? Chalk it up to one big complete loss. I have been waiting for a couple of personal e-mails that I am really looking forward to getting and have not gotten yet. I am so disappointed. *Insert sad puppy dogs eyes here.*

I am also bummed that another friend that has some stuff going on and it looks like I have fallen back in that pattern of taking a long time to get to know someone then they move away. Yes I know it is an issue that I have to work on.

Work sucks and I am completely unfocused as well as unmotivated and tired.

So what now? time for dinner and time to set my VCR (new TV shows this week!! Woo Hoo!!) What a concept bedtime before 9 pm and hopefully that will help the feeling crappy and bad malaise that is going on. 

I think it is going to be another retail therapy weekend. God I hope I can find those shoes that I wanted last weekend.

Mental Note: Must buy outfit to go with potential new shoes... oh yes and matching purse  :)

Till next time.

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