Okay so someone is feeling deep and mushy today. Today's musings are about love. I should not have watched two chick flicks in a row.
No retching till after you are done reading. It is not good for your keyboard.
There are so many times I wonder if I will ever feel love again. I think I have felt it, but I am not sure. I know with my logic side that love is a culmination of little things. That these little things individually give us this "feeling" of love when we reflect up on them.
To open your heart to someone you are also opening your heart to pain. It is most often these times of pain that the remembrance of those little things that remind us of love.
So in order to feel pleasure you must be able to feel pain and be able to deal with it.
If after many life lessons you learn to block pain does that mean you will never feel love? It seems like it to me.
I am very curious about the whole theory of destiny. I kind of believe that every thing does happen for a reason. I also strongly believe that people sometimes come into your life for a reason. Even if it is a brief encounter or fleeting moment there is purpose.
What if your destined soul mate has a cold on the day you were supposed to meet and stays home and watches bad daytime TV instead? Does destiny give us multiple chances? So if I turn to sneeze and miss catching the eye of someone will I never know if he was the one? Or is that destiny?
Is destiny capable of allowing someone to not have a soul mate? Cruelty at it's utmost!
Maybe true love is only for a select few. I don't seem to see a lot of it going around these days.
I guess for now I will just turn off the chick flicks and subject myself to the double chocolate fudge cake sitting on the counter. In the morning, in the midst of pain and depression when trying to zip my jeans, I will at least feel something. The love of elastic instead.
Love or chocolate?...Till next time.
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