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1/01/2000  

Millennium

At the close of the millennium there are so many topics that I really wanted to put my thoughts to written word but haven't.

I had great ambitions to accomplish so many things but I just ran out of time to do them. Considering I may have too much time on my hands and too much quietness I seem to be focused on what I should have, could have and would have done. I have also come to the conclusion that I am not as thankful as I should be for all the great things and accomplishments that I have had. 

A couple of good things that I have learned this year is to fantasize. Some people call it creative thinking or perhaps visualization. Nope. It's all about day dreaming. It is something like getting a picture in your mind of what you want to see happen when reality isn't a big ass SUV in the way of a moped.

Doing more fantasizing also showed me the ability to slow down and learn to be quiet and peaceful. It is harder and harder for people to do any more. That is definitely the second greatest thing I learned this year.

Advice is just a form of consoling people. I don't know why put people actually ask me for my advice/opinions. I don't really say anything I mainly do a lot of listening. The one thing I hate more than anything else is to see someone unhappy, uncomfortable or in pain. Pain takes on many forms in this lifetime one being of the heart. For a very long time I was unhappy. I didn't take control and go out and get what I wanted. I know better but still fall in that trap. I recognize that trap all to well. I think that is part of the gravitational pull. It is amazing what a simple kind gesture can do for someone's soul though. it doesn't take much to make a huge change or impact in someone's life. It is a gift that they allow you, yet, a huge responsibility as well. Taken lightly or in vain and you can really wreaks havoc. During the holidays there are so many things out there that can mess with your head. Please all, remember kindness, tolerance and the old rule of do unto others as you would have done to you. Sure it sounds hokey, may not pay off right away and can be extremely difficult but is mandatory in order to survive and create harmony with others and for yourself.

I guess that my one wish for everyone this new millennium would be to have someone they can talk to, someone who can make them smile, laugh cry (the good kind) and just be there silent but filling the room with their energy and presence stabilizing and strengthening them.

Till Next Time....