The Deep Stuff - The World On A New Axis
It is amazing how you can be so happy and so weirder out at the same time. When you get something that you have wanted for a while, figured that it wouldn't exist and then totally given up on it, it kind of throws your world on to a whole new axis.
I am much more grounded and happy today. No bad dreams and I have virtually blown off most of the people that irritate me at work. Don't get me wrong I have actually be extremely productive today. I am not completely focused, however, I have figured out that to get around that I select big chunks of time to be ultimately focused and small chunks of time for being distracted. I wish I had more time to screw off at work this week. I feel bad that I haven't gotten the Paris pictures up. I have had a couple of people bug me about that this week. But right now I have different priorities.
So obviously you can tell I am in a relationship. It is different for me. This person is so very different from my past relationships. I mean this in a positive way. Being teased greatly about being a privacy freak yet having an on-line journal it would be hard for most to understand this. I have one friend that I am quite open with. Most of the rest of my friends get blips or glimpses but for the most part they open up to me. They don't seem to have a problem with it which I am quite thankful for. So in this sense opening up my personal life (outside of the journal which I do because it is extremely therapeutic) is very new ground to me.
There is so much I want to write and I just don't have the time so I will leave it at that and try and catch up tomorrow.
Till next time.
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