10/14/1999
The Deep Stuff
CAUTION: Long and sleep inducing.
Alright I have gotten enough comments and flame mail about not posting anything this week.
I have just been really busy and super down on myself it just hasn't been A.) worth it to write due to negativity, B.) enough time to write, C.) too brain dead to write.
I have been working on this project all week and have had no clue what it was that I was doing. To add to it I was in a crappy mood and very self defeating in my... well.. I guess you call it *self talk*.
Luckily that whole attitude is changing now that I have at least partly figured out what I am doing.
Talked to "T" last night. I felt bad that I really only had about 2 half brain cells to rub together while conversing. Nonetheless, I have felt bad that I haven't got a hold of her this week due to my schedule. Luckily she wasn't too mad and "C" was down there before she heads to Mexico for a year. Can't wait till we go visit her! More SUN!!
It is kind of funny but we are on opposite sides of the scale in a personal issue but in very similar moods and attitudes. She helps keep me grounded. Much love to you!
So My Mom has the been in town this week. My aunt wanted to have lunch to thank me for what I have done and will do on her computer. So the 3 of us did Chinese food for lunch. Then I gave them the work tour. God they entertain and crack me up. Got them some games and they had fun teasing each other about what they each got. This too helped change my attitude. We all went over to my Mom's for dinner. God I love getting fed twice in one day!
The bonus item was having my little brother over there as well. I love him dearly and always have fun when he is around. I need to cover the dynamics of that relationship some time.
Today'sThis Weeks Thank U's
I guess I am luckier than I had thought I was. One of my friends at work "D" called me on my bad attitude yesterday and took the time to stop over and made me think about my attitude and gave me some suggestions to help fix a problem I had been working on for days. "D"'s suggestion made me realize I already knew what the problem was and that I was obsessing over it and not seeing the bigger picture.
"A" too came to my rescue with his attitude check fun email and musical selections each day.
Writing this I realized that I forgot to thank them for this. Thanks guys.
Recommended Website De Jour:
~ You just have to see this one...http://kissmyfreckledassbye.com/main.html
Best Lines of TheDayWeek:
Favorite line of the week: "Need a chocolate valium?" Re: my bad attitude.
Re: Someone's new hair color choice of jet black: "Your hair looks fake."
Re: Work and a project: "I owe you big time.... you want a t-shirt?"
Favorite voice mail message: "Go home you are working home to hard." Received at 5pm but not picked up till 9pm. Smooches JB for checking up on me.
Weirdest thing this week: Emails from people about my site. People are weird. Makes me feel normal.
Till next time.
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